half a year gone by so fast <3 so much awesome.

 

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   These days have been wonderful :) Out and about, roaming with a great
friend that always seems to listen and understand me the most.
The guy that made me want to try new things and take risk.
A jerk that i get to see the sweet side of <3

He is always there when i need someone the most,
He listens to my rambles that make no sense what so ever,
He wipes off my tears and comforts me even if so for silly reasons,
He seems to be able to read my mind, a little to well maybe <3

                             

We may have Lost a special friend by letting us have what we wanted,
I just did what came to heart… i was at a weak point, and I’m sorry, we’re sorry.
she did not deserve this, but what makes me not deserve this happiness.
It may seem selfish, it was selfish, but things just happened so quickly.
I knew i was going to lose one of them with being in the god damn middle of it.
What is done is done, i can’t regret what i did but i can wish the best for her.

 

 

I know he liked me for a long time, we even put ourselves in the friend/sibling zone
we know almost everything about each other & we r still not repulsed enough to stay away
Everyone has baggage, he may have more, but hey that’s the past :)
He was always so depressed over a lot of nothing :p
Who knew me dating him could make him shut up and be more happy about things <3



These past 6 month have been great, they had their up and downs, but we quickly worked things out for the best :) & we aren’t giving up on working for each other even though we already have each other <3

                  

    I Love you Dray. <3

Zomg that was uh.. Didn’t expect to see him ever again.

A day of amazing, started off with amazing George's burgers and subs, I just inhale that shit down with Dray x3 fuck pictures of the yummiest chili cheese fries & fat boys.
We went shopping because he had money & so Dray got a top and sweater at portage, and well i don’t know how it went to us going to polo, but there was a 11 right in front of portage going to polo, so why not right? don’t have to worry about running into my ex at his main hangout/work spot since he moved to his home town, right?.. well look who’s back for a visit.

I wanted my coffee fix x3 and there is a Starbucks in Polo, it was Drays money since I didn't get paid till midnight & i was like “no fine i wont get Starbucks, it’s your money not mine, but wait no, i want it, i always buy you Pepsi & everything anyways” then he was just like DO ET FOR FUCK SAKES x3 ,  So i got a Caramel frap & i wanted to try the lemon cranberry, & blue berry scones, we shared. Took this pretty picture lol. Was sitting there just enjoying ourselves, almost the best part of the day until.. I saw one of my ex’s friend, didn't think much of it, who doesn't like getting some Starbucks? I told Dray he is gay, & i seen him once before, he is Airons friend. He went in star bucks then kind of went back out waving to people far back… “I wonder who he is waving for” *thinking it was his other friends he hangs with*, Dray said what if Airon is back in the city.. *he looks first* Ohh look who is back. *Looks* Oh shit *Covers face* “Kill me now” I didn't see him look, he was just walking in Starbucks with a blank expression, but Dray seen him look when he noticed him. Good thing we were on the table outside, not too awkward when we left right after.. 
Seriously, it made me surprised & shocked, I thought i would never see him again, it’s the first time seeing him at all since i broke up with him like 4month ago, he moved back to his hometown for the girl he cheated on me with when he was on his trip. But honestly as startled as i was for a few moments, I still had Dray with me :) witch made it 1000x easier to shake it off :3 <3 .
I let life play it’s course & do as i feel is right & this is where i am and i wouldn't change anything if i could <3 :) I’m happy where things took me.
Seeing my ex may have been surprising, but who gives a fuck, I’m with someone i love, someone i already knew the bad side of & the good, i know this guy can be a jerk ;3 but at least he isn't secretly in love with another chick, & he can take my bitchy side ;p he is my best friend, someone that knows a lot more than anyone else would, something i would usually run from, but I’m not scared. Fuck ignorance ;)

 .He is such a cutie when he is sleeping :) <3

Ima fat ass

So here are some pictures of food I bought, I think I should start working out if I keep this up >.> . I need to uhh not spend so much on yummy ass food.